The foreword to my memoir reads like this:
In 2001, I was with the wrong man for all the right reasons. He was a nice guy. He loved my dog. He made me laugh.
But the passion and emotional commitment that was lacking in our relationship made me cry as well. After seven years we had never followed through on the engagement and we were no longer living together. But neither one of us could quite let go.
I sought solace in yoga and meditation and let go of my obsession of trying to figure things out. I started channeling all my longing and sexual fantasies into an erotic romance novel. My female protagonist had not one, but two, sexy men of the West vying for her attention.
A year into the draft of that story, a ruggedly handsome adventurer walked into my yoga studio. He was a mind-blowing manifestation of the heroic qualities of both my male leads blended into one...
Pretty soon after that, I abandoned the novel and started writing erotic essays.
WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT.
I’m continually amazed by the power of a written intention.
My novel manifested my man. My erotic essays have sustained my passionate marriage. And this blog! I am always thinking about sensual topics to blog about now. I vibrate at a much sexier frequency now than I did in October. That is just the way the universe works. Energy flows where intentions goes.
For example, a few weeks ago I was working on a blog post about my first erotica reading last spring at the Seattle Erotic Art Festival. Before I even posted it, two women friends approached me and asked me to do an erotica reading for a women’s gathering. Coincidence? I think not.
The reading is this weekend. I can hardly wait to tease, tease, tease. I plan to leave these Northeast Oregonian women begging for more which will drive me to stay on task with researching (yawn) publishing options.
So things are really starting to simmer here at the sexy manifestation blog. This week I’m inviting you to jump in the pot.
What are you ready to manifest?
Write it down.
You can scribble it in your journal or tack it on your fridge like you've probably done in the past.
But, The Powers That Be love and respond to boldness. Go ahead and give your empowered, sexy self a pen name and unveil your deepest desire in the comments sections.
Every time you read my weekly offering, make a comment, share my website with a friend or 'like' it on Facebook, you are supporting my vision. I’d love to do the same for you. Besides, I’d like to get to know you.
Tell me: What makes you wet, what makes you hard, just thinking about it?
And then get ready to show up when it starts happening.
That’s all for this week. I have an erotica reading to prepare.
The classic book on Creative Visualization from Shakti Gawain is an oldie but a goodie. If you know of any others, please enlighten me in the comments section.